Lets see
hmm....
Today, off, went to k-box amk to drink n sing in the afternoon.
Yday, off, in the night i was at k-box suntec. Sang n drink.
Sunday, off, evening, went to east coast chalet for irin's birthday.
Saturday, off, .... hmmm cannot remember.. 85 market at night? or did we rest?
Friday, off, evening went to city hall and bugis to celebrate huey chin's bday early.
Thursday, closing, went 85 market to eat after that.
Wednesday, opening, then went tampines for a meeting. Ended up at fisherman village to drink till middle of the night.
Tuesday... off.. hmmm where did i go? can;t remember.
monday--- also off.... 85 market again?
sunday, full. sat, off. fri, full. thur, full. wed, open. tue, off. mon, off. sun, off.
man.... even thot i off, dun hv to go to work,... i still deel so sianz and restless...
seems to me like i very no life wor....
everyday also seem to me days, weeks, and months... all blur into one....
i can no longer remember wat i did yday or the day before or wat i wan to do tomorrow.. yesterday, today and tomorrow.... wat is the different? they all seem the same...
my handphone bills has gone down. my hp doesn't ring no more... sms too there's none. other than went ppl ask me out.... i got to work, and go home, and go to work...
i was looking through my phone book looking for ppl to call to go out tat day... sigh... seems to me... i couldn;t call anyone. juz to go out, watch a movie, or drink kopi, or food, or juz plainly to hang out....
there is a gap ... one big hole i dun noe how or where to start filling. one big part of my life that they missed and me, missed their.
GY who i noe... nv had a gf before... now.... gf living together in his house le. HK, change his gf le. juz saw his new gf.... and they oredi together for dun noe how many months le.
HJ unforgettable ex... finally married le. she finally is free of that endless loop and is now happyly (i hope) with another guy. from the little i noe... ... well hope the same thing doesn;t repeat it self. =(
another PS broke up and patch n .... dun noe how many times le... still dun noe they are together or not now. haizzzz
y did i suddenly type so much things leh? argh... i still feel so restless and (unhappy)? y i suddenly feel that i am unhappy leh? blog halfway will from sianz and restless become unhappy de meh? or have i been unhappy all the way? and juz relize i now? how long have i been unhappy? i cant say.... very long le ba... got ..... got..... at least half a year? you so long ma? haiz........................
sianz.............................
Today, off, went to k-box amk to drink n sing in the afternoon.
Yday, off, in the night i was at k-box suntec. Sang n drink.
Sunday, off, evening, went to east coast chalet for irin's birthday.
Saturday, off, .... hmmm cannot remember.. 85 market at night? or did we rest?
Friday, off, evening went to city hall and bugis to celebrate huey chin's bday early.
Thursday, closing, went 85 market to eat after that.
Wednesday, opening, then went tampines for a meeting. Ended up at fisherman village to drink till middle of the night.
Tuesday... off.. hmmm where did i go? can;t remember.
monday--- also off.... 85 market again?
sunday, full. sat, off. fri, full. thur, full. wed, open. tue, off. mon, off. sun, off.
man.... even thot i off, dun hv to go to work,... i still deel so sianz and restless...
seems to me like i very no life wor....
everyday also seem to me days, weeks, and months... all blur into one....
i can no longer remember wat i did yday or the day before or wat i wan to do tomorrow.. yesterday, today and tomorrow.... wat is the different? they all seem the same...
my handphone bills has gone down. my hp doesn't ring no more... sms too there's none. other than went ppl ask me out.... i got to work, and go home, and go to work...
i was looking through my phone book looking for ppl to call to go out tat day... sigh... seems to me... i couldn;t call anyone. juz to go out, watch a movie, or drink kopi, or food, or juz plainly to hang out....
there is a gap ... one big hole i dun noe how or where to start filling. one big part of my life that they missed and me, missed their.
GY who i noe... nv had a gf before... now.... gf living together in his house le. HK, change his gf le. juz saw his new gf.... and they oredi together for dun noe how many months le.
HJ unforgettable ex... finally married le. she finally is free of that endless loop and is now happyly (i hope) with another guy. from the little i noe... ... well hope the same thing doesn;t repeat it self. =(
another PS broke up and patch n .... dun noe how many times le... still dun noe they are together or not now. haizzzz
y did i suddenly type so much things leh? argh... i still feel so restless and (unhappy)? y i suddenly feel that i am unhappy leh? blog halfway will from sianz and restless become unhappy de meh? or have i been unhappy all the way? and juz relize i now? how long have i been unhappy? i cant say.... very long le ba... got ..... got..... at least half a year? you so long ma? haiz........................
sianz.............................
posted by Erik at 9:54 PM
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